ok so i liked this girl all year, and well she kinda hates me for no reason. actually i think she hates me for the fact that i like her. Anyway so i cant get over her and i try to like talk to her and stuff cut she either never replies or just answers or replies and leaves. She also gives me this feeling that she doesnt want me around, hence she hates me. Of course all my friends from whenever hang around her and her friends, most of them are friends with her, so i have to just avoid her and all my friends included. So i hardly see my friends anymore. Then one of her best friends start to like me, and i put her down because i dont like her and i like the other girl. then she gets more mad at me for not liking a girl i loke. To make things even worse it seems that all my friends wont leave me alone about her and insist on me talking to her then i tell them she hates me and they deny it. but i know she does. And i just cant seem to catch a break. then online omg online ive been acting like a jerk to everyone for the littlest things about nothing. Not only that but my hole photoshop thing went down the drain, and now i want back into photoshop but i lost all my originality and creativity. But i must still insist on sounding like a photoshop master and treat people that are probably better than me atm at photoshop like **** and expect them to listen to all the crap i say. Not to mention i buy a non refundable mp3 player 10 days before the new model of it comes out for 30 dollars more with 2x the space and 1/2 the size which is just ****ing annoying, then back to the girl. So i just cant seem to get over her, and she just cant seem to give me a chance, and there are like 5 really nice cute girls that i am good friends with that like me but i cant seem to get over her and it is messing with me, cause i dont want to go out with a girl i dot have strong feelings for. Im so damn confused WHY she hates me, i honestly have done nothing to her, i always have an extra pencil when she needs it, always can help her with any problem she asks, and god damn its not like shes out of my league or anything. And now through the past school year i have screwed up in so many ways its just messing with me and anyway if i acted like a jerk to anyone, you know who you are im sorry. I just looked back at my posts and i sound like a egotistical prick.... gahh im so ****ing over girls, im gonna be gay now. guys are damn easy to read.... ok ill be bi cause i like boobs
is it just me or is qj filled with way to many 50- post premos and 300Kers with way to many points for only being here a day and a half.