Figured i'd share this with you..
Now this may come out a bit weird and you might say wtf did you take?
I was not on any drugs or anything of the such.
a couple months back, i was kicked out of my house for _____ reason.
I went to live with my girlfriend. We've known each other for 11 months.
Over the time i've been living there we've gotten really close.
Until one day... something happend to me, which was unexplainable at the time.
something that made me go insane.
I remember i had trouble falling asleep each night, so i'd go on the computer so time wouldn't become boredom.
I remember getting off the computer and falling asleep. I woke up 2 hours later. I felt the presence of a power inside me. it was weird. moments later, my thoughts started to race. I started wondering what the hell was going on?
Out of no where i started thinking things that actually made me think was true, and i had no control over what i was thinking. At first i believed that god sent me to earth to complete a mission for him. To spread his good word of what what the purpose of life. I leaped at my girl friend and woke her up excaliming the good news. She was puzzled by what i told her, she was still half asleep. So i told her, ask me anything about life. She did so and i responded with an answer, dont remember what.
The next day. things got worse.. still trouble sleeping and only got an hour sleep. This day i kept feeling like i was being watched. I thought her mom had cameras planted all over the to watch me and my gf. I thought the mirror in her bedroom was a 2 way mirror. Then later that day my thoughts have changed. it wasnt the mom watching us, it was the cia and fbi next door with a mind control device from the 60's aka MKULTRA (google MKULTRA). It was a weird machine.. when ever i thought the word cia, or anything related to it, their garage door would open and start to drive me crazy. So id have to pretend to be dumb and pretend to not know. My girlfriend became very scared of me so i had to write in a notebook to her while trying not to think what i was writing so i would pretend that in my head i was an annoying siren
and scribbled the words that i wrote so i couldnt know what i was writing but would make sense to her. Incase of raid, we hid the notebook behind the tv console. The next day was the mother of all days.. i still had trouble sleeping that night my gf had school. she went to school and i was alone with her mom. the day before me and my gf went out side and i lost the mail box key so the mom had me go outside to look for the mail box key. Didn't find it. so i had to leave a note for the mail man to give the mail to the next door neighbors which is my gfs family. I fell asleep and forgot to give the note to the mail man. So the mom had to give a call to a locksmith, so we could get the locks changed. She told me he would come at 1:20. it was around 11:40AM She had to go to the hospital because she is not very healthy and has many diseases. I was alone in the house. I was laying in my gfs bed trying to chill since things havent been right. i remember bringing my arm back behind her old stuffed animals behind her bed and bringing it back and holding a golden note. It was a very unusual note.
Now heres where it may get confusing to many of you, i will explain this later.
There were several notes folded up into one, they all had such a golden look.
They were all from different personalities. from what i remember one was named Valek. i began to read each one and my mind would drift off into is own world and start to think and make things of what was said in those letters real. All the letters were from one person. A person who had split personalities, aka schizophrenia. Something clicked in my head and made me think that inside me that i was made of all these personalities. I also remember that one of the personalities was named Tyler, which is also the name of one of my cousins. So i assumed that Tyler, was me and there was never really a cousin tyler. So i strained with my mind to try and erase every personality except for Valek. I made this my new identity.
i began to feel different inside, everything i liked as the old me has changed.
i remember going down stairs and finding a lighter and burning those notes.
i then went over to the computer downstairs to try and finish a note to the locksmith to let him know what happend. There was a note by the computer..
i started to hallucinate ( i didnt know that at the time ) i thought it was a letter from my grandfather, he has the same name as me. George. It looked just like his handwriting. I felt like he was watching me and telling me that everything is going to be okay. Then i somehow winded up with the idea that her pet cats weren't really cats, and that cats arent really an animal. They were the CIA morphed into this such creature. I began to watch them constantly so they couldn't morph back and capture me. I then also thought that there were snipers trying to shoot at me through windows. i began to duck and hide around them to get around.
I went back upstairs to try and relax a bit and i began think more about what was going on. I could hear the supposed CIA/FBI garage door opening and closing. I began to think those dumbed down thoughts of knowing nothing.
I began to scream at the walls on their side saying I KNOW WHAT YOUR DOING TURN IT OFF! i then heard a smash outside.. of them breaking the machine.
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ill have to finish this tomorrow, its 4 am here and im getting kinda tired.
let me know what you guys think so far. Any kind of response is allowed. This is all true and did happen. To be honest with ya, i wish i could have actually had a camera on me the whole time and a tape recorder in my head so you all can know everything i was thinking/doing because alot of this isnt going to add up because most of it i have forgotten. Anyways, enjoy.